First, I realized I'm like broke. And , in two days I'm going on spring break. Fun.
Then, my host mom's foot got infected and she can't walk.
Then, a bird crapped on me, which was very appropriate.
Then, I have too much homework and a test tomorrow.
Basically, I'm having a hard time. My head just keeps spinning cause I'm so worried about money. It's not like I can't survive to get back to the States, but when I do I'm sooo broke and expenses keep coming up. It truly feels AWFUL to have to ask for money from my parents, especially when I know they don't really have it. I keep thinking, maybe I should try to go into Advertising and try and make some Real Money, cause money pressures always just drive me crazy. I obsess and worry, like 24/7, which doesn't help anything. Sometimes I think if I could just relax I could solve all these things, but I'm totally incapable. Anyway, the monsters in my head are working overtime. My prayer is that i can solve the money issues and enjoy my spring break, my last little splurge before I must try and rebuild my life, my finances, get in shape, etc. Send me good thoughts!!
Grace
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